December 2009
36 posts
Dec 30th
I could have very well been a hipster.
everythingelseisreal: Honestly, I know the two incidents that pushed me towards metal. If it wasn’t for those two, I would have gone in to bands like Vampire Weekend and The Decemberists. My look… I doubt that would have changed. Converse, loose jeans, loose tees and a decent zipper down hoodie. That’s would have been consistent. I have on idea how I would have done my hair. I probably would...
Dec 28th
Why men stop believing in love
fuckyeahhlove: xxmrcasanovax: We are not born bitter; we become bitter, more likely after a sour relationship that left us with a bad taste in our mouths. We were all optimists once, believing that we only date women we are in love with, but we quickly came to terms with reality. If the love you had has become a fleeting emotion, it was never really love to begin with. And what happens? We...
Dec 28th
I just realized...
I have never gone a day, in my life, without smiling once. Amazing, isn’t it?
Dec 28th
My sister and father are speaking through walkie-talkies…and they’re in two rooms right besides each other. You thought your life was average?
Dec 28th
Dec 27th
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Am I the only one seriously cheesed at how abrupt...
Dec 26th
Things That Eirk: Seasonal Atheists.
Yes, holidays like Christmas and Valentine’s Day have become sooo commercial that they’ve practically lost their original religious significance. But for real, don’t be telling me 363 days of the year that there is no God and the afterlife is a load of rubbish if you’re going to be mooching off your religious family’s presents and holiday cheer. Fo serious. COMMIT TO...
Dec 24th
Dec 18th
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Dec 17th
Love, or something like it.
Love is an odd thing, because it is invisible. Inaudible. Really and truly, you can never really know if someone LOVES you, or whether they just deeply care for you. And that’s the problem I face right now. I KNOW that I’m not in love, but recent feelings have made me think over its defintion. And I know that I eventually want to find love, I’ve had it before, but for me...
Dec 17th
Dec 17th
Having the hardest time ever trying to come up...
I’m thinking, inspiring quote, along with some true wisdomosity from yours truly. but still, I’m not entirely sure what I want to write.
Dec 17th
A-Z of me!!
Got this from Wumbology methinks? I forgot to reblog though, sorry. But here’s the cred anyway:) A - Available: Only for you bebe ;) Haha, yes I am currently! B - Best Friend: I don’t really have one. I spend ridiculous amounts of time with lisa though, I see her rather often :) C - Crush: this guy I liked awhile back. I’m not sure what exactly it all meanst to me though, so...
Dec 16th
Dec 16th
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Dec 13th
Today, for the first time since I GOT my facebook four years ago, I blocked someone. I hate that I had to, but it really was a neccesity. I’m sure he’ll think that it is me trying to be a cold-hearted bitch, or that I’m too weak to face him. But no matter what he thinks, I know that I have a heart of gold. I know I gave it my all. I know I did the right thing. It’s one...
Dec 13th
I actually feel pretty! With my hair all curly, and my body in fuzzy shambles; I still feel attractive. I hope this feeling never wears off.
Dec 13th
Dec 13th
I think someone might still be in love with me. And it’s tragic, because he is the last person in the world that I might ever fall in love with. In the end, it leaves me feeling almost guilty.
Dec 12th
“On this day, you read something that moved you and made you realise there were...”
– (via I wrote this for you) (via kari-shma) (via quote-book) (via whatmakesyoubeautiful)
Dec 12th
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And you say that I hurt you, in a voice like a...
(via memoriestokeep) Wow. I really loved that.
Dec 11th
Dec 10th
Dec 8th
It all comes down to this- I want a perfect body; I want a perfect soul.
Dec 8th
How do you make yourself feel beautiful?
Recedntly, I haven’t felt it at all. I feel plain at best, and all my insecurities are popping out at rapidfire. The only way I ever feel good about myself anymore is to load on makeup and style my hair daily- and that just isn’t healthy (especially not the hair part…i will FRY it and ruin it forever!)
Dec 8th
Dec 7th
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I’m having a down day. Although everything this year has been so crazy and completely out of the norm, I’ve always managed to still keep a prevalent sense of inner peace and confidence. And today, I lost that. I feel pain, I feel depressed, and only a few small circumstances triggered it. After months of feeling secure in my self-worth, looks, and abilities, for some reason I feel...
Dec 7th
Dec 6th
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“Goldaline, my dear We will fold and freeze together Far away from here There...”
– Oh Comely-Neutral Milk Hotel
Dec 6th
Sometimes, I want to get to know people.
It’s funny when  someone truely captivating enters your life by a turn of fate, and as you slowly start to discover who they are, for whatever reason, communication stops. Later on, you’ll somehow be reminded of that person, and you’ll be met with the same curiosity and desire to get closer to them again, just because you have a good feeling about them, about who theya re as an...
Dec 6th
Dec 6th
Yesterday, I spent almost an entire rehersal backstage with a friend, sorting everyone in school into Hogwarts houses. Yes, I am THAT cool.
Dec 4th
Things that Eirk: Announcing where you are in the...
For some reason, it bothers me profuseuly when people write something like “not here, at mall with ______, lv it!”. Why are you online in the first place if you’re clearly stating that you aren’t present? And WHY do you feel the need to advertise it to everyone else? I’m growing tired of msn more and more each day, but I just like the availibility of conversation it...
Dec 4th
12910.) I'm 15. I have cancer,
blogsecret: I have had it for three years, and besides the physical problems from it (I use an oxygen tube, I can’t really do exercise, I don’t have that much hair) I don’t feel like I have it. But when I’m really happy, or laughing at some joke, sometimes a random thought reminding me I am sick, and the doctors don’t know whether I’ll live past this year, two years, three years, or however long...
Dec 2nd
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Dec 2nd